Weird feeling

Today is quite a strange day for me; there is something inside my chest that is beating irregularly. You can feel the beating by just staying still for a couple of sec. sometimes, it feels like i'm at the edge of drowning. My chest feel heavy...

At first, i thought it is because i couldnt talk to her. She was calling me names that makes me a bit ashamed to keep calling her. But, that is different story altogether. In different blog ;-). But, she felt it as well. She had this feeling that there are something bad that is going to happen. But, neither of us know what it is...